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Fighting Writer's Block - Part 2
Block Writing and Speed Writing
by David Taylor
Here's a technique that can help you develop the discipline to
stay in the harness and get the job done. I call it "block
writing," and it can save you time and help you overcome
self-doubt and procrastination. If you're like me, chances are
you'll need tricks like this one at some point. Here's why.
Other than an empty mailbox, perhaps the most frightening sight
for a freelance writer is the blank page. Its terrors have driven
many of our brethren to strong drink, greatness, or both.
Sometimes I even hate finishing a page because I know another is
waiting, its vastness daring me to fill it with my puny thoughts,
meager vocabulary and -- by the way -- how could I produce
anything worthy of the writers who have gone before me? I used to
make "C's" in high school English! And so goes the constant
babble of recrimination spewed by the monster of self-doubt
lurking behind every blank page, which often becomes a mirror for
our deepest insecurities.
The Monster's Source
The source of the monster's power is not merely the risk of
humiliation we take every time we write, when we reveal parts of
ourselves as personal as our underwear. There's also the mystery
of the creative act. Although humans have explored deep space and
the mysteries of DNA, we still know frighteningly little about
creativity except that some of us have more of it than others,
and that if we study our craft and work real hard, maybe, just
maybe, the magic will happen -- but maybe not. It's that
possibility of not measuring up, of Monster Doubt's voice
drowning out our own, that makes some of us write not at all,
others of us write less than we would like, and many of us write
at a lower level than we could if sitting down and doing it were
not so anxiety-ridden, so unpleasant, so frightening.
When I left my job as a teacher of writing in order to freelance
full time, I was forced to deal seriously and quickly with these
issues of self-doubt, procrastination and their effect on my
daily output. I developed a technique I call "block writing" that
helped me overcome three common mistakes that self-doubting
writers make, especially when the writing clock strikes high noon
and it's time to create that crucial first draft.
Mistake 1: Writing too slowly. Ever watch a painter or sculptor
work? They rarely pause after each brushstroke or chisel strike.
But I know writers who cannot pen more than a sentence without
stopping to reread and revise it, as if perfect prose should flow
from them like birdsong and the final product should take shape
sentence by perfect sentence.
Au contraire.
On a first draft, the writer must probe the amorphous cosmos of
thought where words and vision, form and intuition come together.
Taking that inward journey means a commitment to writing in an
uncensored way, and that usually means writing quickly and
without stopping to second guess. By writing quickly, we can
finally silence the critical monitor, the little devil who sits
on our shoulder interrupting the creative process: "Is that the
best word?" "This is probably a dead end." "Will the reviewer
think that's stupid?" The devil gets his turn in the revision and
polishing stages, not now. Writing quickly also gets us in sync
with our internal voice, which gives writing its authenticity and
resonance. The bottom line is that there is a time to create and
a time to evaluate. Although both are legitimate parts of
writing, they are best done at separate times.
Mistake 2: Not distinguishing between fear of failure and
possibility of failure. It amazes me that every time I sit down
to write, I still get that panicky fear in my gut that makes me
want to wash dishes, sharpen pencils and walk the cat -- anything
to procrastinate. I still have to remind myself of the important
difference between the fear of failure and the likelihood of
failure.
Rooted in our insecurities, fear of failure usually has little
connection to its actual possibility. The reality is that if I've
done good research, know the format and market I'm writing in,
and I'm willing to put in the time, then failure is unlikely.
Although I've learned to accept my irrational fear of failure as
a part of my writing personality, even to welcome it because it
makes me try harder and keeps me humble, I've also learned to
trust reality: I recall all the other times I've sat down to
perform this same act and been successful. Why should it be any
different this time? The strong likelihood is, I tell myself, it
won't be.
Mistake 3: Focusing on the final product. While fox hunting and
occasionally teaching writing at the University of Virginia,
William Faulkner talked of the difference between "those who want
to write and those who want only to have written." I think he
meant that we are better off focusing on the challenges of
writing, the potential it offers us for personal artistic growth,
the satisfaction of creating something -- rather than the
by-products of our work, whether ego or money. Books and articles
are mere things. Their completion offers only momentary
fulfillment. In the end they will be read by few, remembered by
fewer. What's left to sustain us? The doing.
Over the years, block writing has taught me the following four
simple but important lessons, without which I don't think I could
make a living doing this:
- To write, no matter my mood or level of fear.
- To focus on discrete steps and problems as they arrive in predictable sequence, not the final outcome.
- To keep my head down and butt in chair, ignoring the long, arduous road I must travel to produce final copy.
- To derive primary satisfaction from the actual process of creating, not its outcome. While I always hope that the final product will be one of my best, I know that there will always be successes and failures and things in between, but the satisfaction and joy of my craft will never abandon me.
How To Block Write
To begin block writing you need a timer, preferably with an
alarm, to divide your writing day into 45-minute or one-hour
blocks, each followed by a short break. The goal is simple: to
sit derriere in chair and not get up during that time period.
Eventually, doing this will become automatic. You'll give it no
more thought than you do to brushing your teeth. You just do it
-- without the complaining, the hesitation, the extra push of
will. And when things aren't going well, when the demons of doubt
snarl their loudest, when the writing chair seems a green mile
away -- you'll have a simple ploy: "Well, I guess I could sit
down for at least one block."
The law of regularity: Tell yourself: "If I sit down for enough writing blocks,
eventually the work WILL get done. All I have to do is show up."
Avoid commitments like, "During each block I will produce two
pages of copy." It doesn't work that way. You never know what's
going to happen once you sit down. You could produce 20 pages or
2 or none at all. Each outcome will have occurred for a
legitimate reason. All you know is this: Spend enough time in the
chair and, eventually, it will get done.
The need for commitment:
Like any regimen, whether a weight-loss diet, exercise program or
good dental hygiene, block writing will work only if you give
yourself to it and play by the rules. That means that no matter
how much you dread writing that day, no matter how unprepared you
feel, no matter how frightened of failure you may be, no matter
how sleepy you are, the simple act of putting your tush in a
chair and starting the timer becomes the most important thing you
can do to ensure your eventual success. It means you are
acquiring a writer's discipline.
The need for trust:
You must know and believe that during each block something will
get done. Even an hour of false starts is important. Sometimes
you have to write stuff you won't use in order to clear the way
for stuff you will, or say things the wrong way in order to find
the right way. But, most of all, you must trust that if you
simply sit down for your time in the harness, block after block,
eventually the work will get done. At the end of each writing
period, you are always one block closer to success.
The Five Benefits of Block Writing
To understand the benefits of block writing, it's important to
understand why it works. Although imposing artificial structure
on the creative act of writing may seem counterproductive, I
remind you of the formula for classical Greek tragedies, from
Sophocles to Euripides: the fall of a flawed protagonist in a
high position and use of dramatic irony to evoke pity and fear.
Structure and pattern, it seems, have the power to free our
creativity, whether it's the perfection of Oedipus Rex, the
symmetry of a sonnet, or the timed bursts of block writing. With
the structure of block writing come important benefits:
Benefit 1: Defined limits.
For writers plagued by doubt, simply sitting down isn't enough.
Without a tight seat belt, it's too easy to spring back up at the
first itch of doubt, the first wretched paragraph or unyielding
problem. By allowing yourself to arise in frustration, you
reinforce failure -- not success. On the other hand, successful
writers learn to stay in the chair and write through the
problems, to get the work done one way or another. Learning to do
that on a daily basis is, I believe, the defining characteristic
of a professional writer.
Benefit 2: Artificial pressure.
Freelancing on a part-time basis is psychologically more
difficult than full-time. For a full-time writer, the sheer fact
of having to sit down and write every day makes doing it as
normal as going to the loo. Motivation is also important.
Full-time writers have no problem being motivated. No write, no
eat. Simple enough. But as a part-time freelancer with a
full-time paycheck, you have little to lose besides pride
(doesn't that goeth before the fall?). Sometimes we need the
motivation that real-world pressure provides -- whether a
mortgage payment or an editor's deadline. Writing blocks apply a
helpful jolt of pressure that feels familiar, especially to the
procrastinator in us who often depends on outside pressure to
finally get things done.
Benefit 3: Sharper focus.
I used to watch college students make this mistake every day:
"I'm going to the library to study for three hours!" Well
intended, but few students knew how to break long study periods
into effective blocks with specific, achievable goals for each
block. The result was usually sadly predictable -- wasted time
despite honest effort, ending in frustration and disappointment.
But writing is like a construction project, and from foundation
to rooftop we must constantly ask, "What comes next?" Writing
blocks encourage focus on one thing at a time: an effective lead;
a main character's back story; a bridge section between main
points. If the specific goal is achieved in one block, great! If
not, what the heck -- have another block on me.
Benefit 4: Required rest.
How long you can sustain concentration and remain efficient is an
individual call. But one truth applies: going beyond your
productive limit eventually leads to frustration, which can
become its own problem. I have found 45-minute to one-hour blocks
to be the most comfortable work period for me. For you it could
be more, could be less. The key is to be disciplined and to give
up romantic notions of working furiously while in the breathless
grip of inspiration, losing all sense of self and time, emerging
with masterpiece in hand. On some days that may happen; when it
does, feel blessed and know it was possible because you treated
the other 364 days like a job, complete with coffee and chit-chat
(why do you think God gave us email?) during breaks.
Benefit 5: Concrete goals.
Vague dreams lack the juice to sustain us through the tough work
that a writing project requires. "I want to be published!" Fine,
but as a binding contract with yourself that's a little soft
around the edges, exclamation point notwithstanding. Writing
blocks are a series of concrete obligations reinforced by timers,
beeps, up and down movements, specific goals for each block. All
of these things help bind us to the ultimate writing contract: To
write our best, to grow from the challenges we've set for
ourselves, and to be proud that we're doing it -- not merely
dreaming it.
Speed Writing
Speed writing is a way of thinking as well as a way of composing.
Most of all, it's a state of being when you sit in front of the
computer. When sitting down to write, I am convinced the very
worst thing we can do is to let our hands be idle. In other words,
to headwrite: when fingers sit upon the keyboard awaiting the
thoughts to form themselves into acceptable sentences in our head,
then transcribing them onto the screen. Ding dong, that's wrong.
At least for me.
During the process of creation, our mind and fingers should work
as one to produce the rough shape of the artistic vision. Our
goal should be to initiate a flowing stream of thought and
expression, to connect word and thought in a simultaneous oneness.
Om.
But this isn't New Agey at all. Like a painter's brush, a
keyboard is a tool for creating. Like a painter, we need a
process that helps us immerse our deepest selves into that
passionate moment of creation. Later, we can change colors
(revise). Later, we can get out the smallest brush and, like a
painter, work up close until the details are in sharp relief
(edit/proof). But first comes creation. Speed writing is a way of
inserting into your writing process a time when passionate
creation can take place.
How Speed Writing Works
Speed writing works very much like freewriting, but you focus on
getting from the beginning to the end of something: a paragraph,
a section, an article, a chapter, perhaps an entire book. You set
a time frame, you begin writing, then you do not stop until you
come to the end of the entire thing you want to write: whether a
sentence, or a novel. Yes, your novel will be reduced to six
pages, your feature article will be nasty lump of clay, your
screenplay absent most of its dialogue. But its flaws aren't the
point. After a speed draft is done, you've got something you can
either work with or throw away -- a choice you didn't have before.
Other rules include:
- You must not interrupt the flow of words upon the screen, even if it means making up quotes and facts, or taking up space with things like "OK, I've run out of something to say, I really don't know where to go next, let me think, what if I tried..."
- You must not stop to reread or edit what you've written until the speed session is over.
Some writers, including Stephen King, like to listen to loud rock
music when speed writing. Some do it standing up. Some like the
feel of a number two pencil, some love the sight of a yellow
legal pad. Some drink coffee, some drink that miracle of modern
marketing: bottled water. Whatever. Suck on a pacifier, if you
wish. Just start writing and don't stop. Don't edit. Don't second
guess. Don't evaluate. Don't do anything but listen to that
little voice inside your head and write down everything it says.
Beyond Zero Draft
Speed writing can be useful in just about every stage of the
writing process: planning, drafting, revising -- any time you
need to figure something out, whether it's a sentence or a book
plan. But between the end of the material gathering stage and
before the completion of the first draft, writers dwell in a
place I call the "zero draft." That's when this technique can be
important.
The fear of beginning a first draft is legitimate. Until it is
complete, we have no way of knowing for sure that the right
connections will be made and salient points brought out, or how
many dead ends we'll hit and "do overs" we'll have to perform.
The traditional answer to this dilemma is the outline, which can
be helpful, especially in highly formatted articles. But outlines
have the tendency to dissolve like toilet tissue in the rain once
the real writing begins and each sentence must build on the one
before it.
Another solution: the speed draft. During a speed-draft session,
your goal is to get from the beginning of the entire piece to its
end in a single block of timed writing. No matter what short cuts
you must take -- summarize entire sections in a sentence, put in
XXX's to substitute for blocks of narration or main points --
your goal is to get from beginning to end in some form without
stopping.
Do this for an entire screenplay, and you've got your first stab
at a treatment. Do it for an entire novel and you got your first
stab at chapter summaries. Do it for an article, short story,
scene or a book chapter, and you've got a first draft. Very
rough, but very important. This speed draft serves three distinct
purposes:
- It lets ideas connect to each other where it counts -- on the page in actual sentences and paragraphs.
- Because several speed drafts can be done in one morning, you can play around with different organizational structures without committing serious composing time to any one.
- With the work's overall structure in front of you, albeit in rough form, you have slain the monster of the blank page and the work now exists at least in some form. All you have to do now is to refine it and have fun playing with it.
Speed Writing's Other Uses
When I compose, my computer's screen has two windows open.
In one large window is the actual piece in whatever form it
happens to be at the time. The other window contains a "Speed
Pad," which provides me a place to speed write. Any time I need
to think about how to do something, instead of pausing to stare
at the computer screen, I put the cursor on the Speed Pad and
think by typing, whether to:
- flesh out an idea
- plan a dramatic scene
- find out what should come next
- talk through what bothers me about what I've written
- write different versions of a sentence to see which works better
- anything else that would make me stare at the screen instead of write
Once the speed writing is done, there are two choices: (1) cut
and paste if it's good enough -- and sometimes it is; or (2) print
it out, set the hard copy by the computer and refer to it.
Regardless, the goal has been achieved.
Think with writing; let writing become your way of thinking on
the page or screen. Let it become your way of relating to the
world. Your way of being. Don't let anything get between you and
the words and the world you are exploring with them.
Related Articles:
Fighting Writer's Block, Part 2: Causes and Cures - David Taylor
Fighting Writer's Block - Part 2: Block Writing and Speed Writing - David Taylor
Writer's Block: Is It All In Your Head? - Leslie What
Copyright © 2003 David Taylor.
Excerpted from The Freelance Success Book.
David Taylor served as an executive
editor for nine years at Rodale Press, where he worked on
magazines such as Prevention, Men's Health, Runner's World and
Scuba Diving. Prior to Rodale he was a professor of English and
journalism. Find out more about his new book, The Freelance
Success Book, at http://www.freelancesuccessbook.com
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